Kidnap my heart.

fly with me.

Thursday, December 03, 200911:07 PM

Saw this picture on wawa's blog. I miss going camps with the crazy BBs! Even though astro camp wasn't really fun, but at least I had them around. I'm so gonna miss wawa's "UP AH UP AH!" at prep camp! ):

&&& I miss everyone. Timtam, take care of yourself okay! And shout-out to Qaiser, timtam, wawa, cheng and whoever is worrying for me, I'm really sorry to make you guys worry, and don't worry, leiyisaurus will be fine with her razor-sharp teeth protecting her from any predators! *CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP. HAHAHA. Thanks truckloads for everyone to be there for me, &I'll always love you guys.♥

School has been crazyyy, with all the stupid projects piling up like Mt Everest, and I feel damn bad for skipping dance pracs and prestige meetings. :/ I SWEAR I WILL GO FOR EVERYTHING I'M SUPPOSED TO GO NEXT WEEK! wait, isn't it cca break for common test? :/ sheeshhhh.

Things are getting clearer day by day, and somehow I gave up hiding, for I couldn't put up that pretense anymore. It's true that your stupid domo-style like smile has a magical effect of making me smile too, and your presence alone can turn my bad day around. Sheesh, if only my heart wasn't such a loser to be won over so, so easily.

Just remembered that I came home early (skipped dance prac) is to sleep early. So why the heck am I sitting in front of my lappy and typing away, while my eyes are protesting in tears? Think I should really go sleep like NOW. :x

All the best for common tests to NP peeps! ciao people.

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rainbow.

Wednesday, December 02, 20093:10 PM

Balloons, shades of red, yellow, green, blue, purple.

I miss the feeling of walking down the street, holding onto balloons,

feeling so, so joyous and satisfied,

while all my friends are busy laughing at how childish I am.

I don't wanna grow up all of a sudden.

"May I have a balloon, puhlease?"

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But the one that's shining out so bright;

1:08 AM

Hello world, I'm back from all that celebrations and E-learning work! (:

First of all, Happy Birthday once again to myself and JENERE! WOOHOO, TWINS FTW! (Y). :D

Had 2 days of celebrations this week, with the NCHS and SU peeps. One word to describe: FUN! Even though I was damn unlucky, lost 2 presents in a row (SORRY BBs!), but I still had a great time with them. (:

Friday: The GOOD FOOD DAY!

Went to have lunch at Astons with 3 people of the NCHS peeps (Yiling, Estelle, Ellin).

My Prime Ribeye Steak! Pretty good. (:

Total unglam-ness of Estelle!

(What's with Leroy's expression? -.-)

The siblings (Leroy and Ellin)

Me, Yi Ling, Estelle! ♥ :D

Part 2: Dinner @ Spageddies!

Had dinner with Darren bro, Nigel, Timtam, Cheng, Gavin and Kenneth. Thanks rong for the treat! (:

Nigel's face's epic retarded seriously!

The girls! (Missing of wawa. eeyer. :/)

The gigantic christmas tree at ION! The best part- we can walk in! :D

The look up, from the inside. Prettayeeee!

Saturday: TBD2 @ Sentosa!

These guys no life, first thing they did is to sit down and play poker. -.-

Nigel kena thrown into the sea!

(OMG, ZAO GENGGG!)

Me, Cheng, Timtam! (:

(I got dunked in water the first thing I saw khai. -.- and wawa's not arn! T.T)

I really don't know what the rest is doing behind. -.-

The guys emo-ing! *draw circles. HAHAHAH! :D

The girls left. (Likea pathetic, but we're BOOMZ! :D)

Hmmmmmm...

Introducing my PRETTAYE SISTER, DRAYCO! (Y).

Likea chio only, eye bigger then me some more! :x

DOMO-DRAY! :DD

Me, darren bro and timtam! :DD

(More retarded photos on FB. I lazy upload ah. heeee. :x)

Say It Again- Marie Digby

The thing about love, is I never saw it coming

You kinda crept up and took me by suprise

And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering

Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer

Take it to a whisper

Get just a litter louder

Say it again for me

Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm the only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love

Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me

You talk about us like there's no end in sight

The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer

Take it to a whisper

Get just a litter louder

Say it again for me

Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm the only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time

That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain

And never in my whole life

Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me

Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm the only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love

Say it again

When you tell me you're in love

Say it again

I love the way how I feel when I'm around with you. Totally.

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November star.

Thursday, November 26, 200910:33 AM

This November is quite crazy.

So many things are happening at one go, so much work, so little time left for myself to really sleep and rest. Imma tireddddd! ):

Some people I've figured out that I probably won't understand them, even have I use my entire lifetime trying. Quite sad, but probably that's the way it is.

"Don't know, don't care, don't bother". - Tammie

Too many things happening now, and maybe this is the best way out to some of them. Maybe.

Anws, I just realised that there are 6 Nov babies in NP that I know! And among them, one share the same date is me! COOOL TTM. :D

So so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Curly hair Nigel Lee, Ash Ann Chong, Kenneth Tay Rong Rong (Teehee! :D), Retarded Darren Bro, and my TWIN, Jenere (same day as me)! :D

Ash ann chong's birthday was damn funny I swear. But I shan't elaborate, in case someone kills me. HEE. :D

Went small shopping trip with Darren bro and Tricia for dance pants, but end up going crazy at Giordano with the WE shirt! :DD

I was in the sotong face mood today, pardon me. HEE. :D

I lost 2 things in a row in 2 day's time. One is my birthday present. FML.

2 more days. I CAN'T WAIT. (Y). ^^

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Maybe.

Monday, November 23, 20092:17 AM

Awake, with confusing feelings now.

Sheesh, I'm really a sucker for those stuff.

And it's exactly everything you do.

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here we go again;

Sunday, November 22, 200912:07 AM

I think I have this problem.

♥♥♥

This is rubbish;

why do you have to create a riot in my heart?

Now is feeling so unsettled...

And crap, dual-feeling is killing me.

Fuck, I'm feeling reaaaal pissed and irritated this few days. So much so that I've went back using F-word for today. (But I promise that I won't use it for the next 3 weeks.)

Maybe the work load is piling up, maybe the stress is building up, maybe the confusion inside is accumulating.

Whatever the reason, I SERIOUSLY NEED A REST.

So much shit to let out, but let's just say I shan't talk about it here openly. Sheeeeesh, some people seriously should be more considerate la! But still, guess I have just to swallow it down for now. :/

Uncle has been more and more naggy, and in the end I just blast music in my earpiece to cover up his voice.

Stop it, it's not that I'm oblivious, it's not that I'm ignorant, it's not that I'm immature. I totally know, so stop treating me like some kid okay? I have a mind of my own. Thanks.

Possibility of moving out is still haunting me.

God, your child needs a rest, a direction.

Please hold my hand, and guide me along.

For it is getting so tiring on my heart, I really want to give up.

And yet no, I have so much things I want to do, so much things I want to try out.

Courage, stop hiding will you.

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Josey, don't you worry;

Thursday, November 19, 200912:38 AM

You're making me wonder.

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And it's okay, more than okay.

Wednesday, November 18, 200910:03 AM

12727.) Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm sixty four - The Beatles
I found out what love meant when I saw my recovering grandmother [heart bypass] with my grandfather.

I have never been in love. And it’s okay. I’m only 15. Some of my friends -and a lot of people that I have heard of in school are making an ass out of themselves by stalking and harassing [via flirting] some random guy they had just -or have never- met.

I’m happy I’m not like that.

I hope everybody gets the chance to know what love really means, i really do. Even the biggest bitch in our campus deserves to be loved by someone, not by though. But maybe someone that will love her and change her, hopefully.

It just pissess me off when people associate love with just looks, one night stands, fame and very fictional concepts. I believe that love is eternal. I don’t mean to make it sounds like you have to wait 50 years. But it’s something that you have to wait for, it doesn’t happen overnight, it’s not a fling. …it’s something I have yet to understand, learn and feel. It’s something I don’t get because I’m still too young.

And it’s okay, more than okay.

Saw this while having BMGT tutorial (HAHAH, I know I'm not supposed to do that. but. heeeee. :D)
Mature much for a 15-year-old eh!

People, I guess we somehow, somewhat should learn from her eh. (:

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do you know?

12:25 AM

Josey

 by Hey Monday

The drinks are flowing, just like the river
Then she keeps going
The whole night ends with a blur
She's got no limit
She thinks she's so tough
Can't walk a straight line
At the end of the night she's rough
Her dress whispers reckless
That night starts now as she slips on her necklace

Josey, don't you worry
It's just a phase you're going through
Some day you'll know just what to do
Josey, it's alright
Slap the hand that just keeps pouring
It doesn't matter, just do something

She's ready to roll, tonight is different
She'll start it off slow to keep herself in check
Oh no, oh no: it's two for one
She starts the show
And now from this moment on, she's done
Her dress whispers reckless
That night starts now as she slips on her necklace

Josey, don't you worry
It's just a phase you're going through
Some day you'll know just what to do
Josey, it's alright
Slap the hand that just keeps pouring
It doesn't matter, just do something

The party is tonight and she thinks they're playing her song
The party is tonight and it's playing all night long

Josey, don't you worry
It's just a phase you're going through
Some day you'll know just what to do
Josey, it's alright
Slap the hand that just keeps pouring
It doesn't matter, just do something

The lyrics are real true, for my this phase of life; the song can't stop ringing in my head.

Do you say this things to just anyone, or you really meant it?

If you had any idea.

( shout-out to aunt: Don't worry about me, everything will be fine alright? Love you.)

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